Cute is what we aim for

2010-11-09T06:43:00.001-08:00

i hate being moody.
i hate being jealous for no reason.
i hate thinking about the future.
i hate myself for being so manipulative at times.
i hate being forced to go to church.
i hate it when i get irritated easily.
i hate venting my anger on the people i love.

why do i hate so many things.

oh this line cannot be more accurate.
people tell you to be yourself, and then they judge you.

it's true, we're all hypocrites. don't we judge people too?
those who dare say they don't. stop being in denial.
get it in your head. YOU'RE A FUCKING HYPOCRITE.
WE ALL ARE.

2009-12-23T02:11:00.000-08:00

http://strawberrycoated.tumblr.com

2009-12-15T01:49:00.000-08:00

So I'm supposed to put up with your shit?
I've been doing it for so long now. Dealing with you isn't easy. At all.
You drive me craaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy!

2009-12-14T21:43:00.000-08:00

Leaving for Malaysia tmr morning..
Coming back Saturday NIGHT, so I guess I won't be going for Youth Min Christmas Party.. I'll try to though, it's like once a year! D: & the dress code is formal! Like how often do parties have formal dress codes! It's gonna be awesome, but I wont be there :( Bummer, I wanted to wear heels. :(
Nvm, I bet no one will notice I ain't there anyway..
But I guess the good thing's that I wont have to suffer any forfeit or go buy some mask.

Anyway, my birthday is comin! Finally gonna turn 16 man. Shiz, exactly 30 days after i turn 16, Josh is gonna turn 17. WHAT IS THIS?! Never mind, it just means I'm young. Josh iz old man. C:

I'm sorry ok, my life is so boring. My mother doesnt allow me to go out, yet every time i stay at home and use my com, she scolds me. :/ Life sux. It gets so boring that I've to resort to Neopets. Maybe I should to paint my nails now. No wait, I've to pack first. Great. I hate packing man.

/lunch time gotta go bye

2009-12-14T08:10:00.000-08:00

Because people actually do read my blog, I'm gonna post somethin
Been doing 'nothing much..' lately. HAHAHA sorry inside joke.

The past week has been.. boring. As usual, well, what's new man?
Went out today to watch Planet 51. RATED G. PERFECT MOVIE FOR ME!
It was really cute! I suspect there were some dirty jokes in it too!

Argh, off to sleep first, be back tmr.
ciao

2009-12-07T22:19:00.000-08:00

So I'm back from Cmp 7lbs, it was great :D Many thanks to the camp comm for putting it together.

First day was okay, slept at 3 waiting for my stupid hair to dry. Urgh
Second day was rainy ): went to MarinaBarage, heh quite fun. At night was supposed to get dirty, but like I wasnt feeling well, so I skipped out :D Foot washing was good. We ended at 0049 though, still rmb the timing cause i was freakin exhausted la.
Third day we had The Good Samaritan project thingy. Yay, got to spend almsot the whole day with J :D
power napped for 1 hour and then...
Fourth day we had awesome worship, and hor fun for lunch.
That's about it.
Well, through this camp I learnt many things like how we must first care for others, before we can love God with all our heart and all our soul, and all our mind :D
Awesome camp, and that night activity, the one with scary IV, made me realise a lot of things. So yeah, good job :D (Y)

Can't wait for the next camp, heeeeee. (As long as it's not in Camelot :S)
Anyway, I have no plans for today, cause my plans have been once again ruined by my muda
even though my friend stays like 1km away from me or somethin, i cant even go. Rahhh

Nvm nat, take deep breaths and count to 10.. & everything will be alright.

oh who am i kidding? Holidays suck man

bye

2009-11-24T21:48:00.000-08:00

It's only a lie if it gets bought.

Anyway, back from prom and there's dance sec4 farewell tonight!
The only crappy thing is that I was supposed to like get my parents to write a letter or something, so that they know that I'm going, but, they kinda went off to work. D:
Means I can't go tonight? :((

/
Prom was okay I guess, I felt damn nude and like plain cause everyone went to do their hair and make up and shiz. Oh well. At least i saved money :D

It's damn boring at home, meeting j later :DDD

ciao

2009-11-22T18:23:00.000-08:00

Another boring day ahead, YAY ME.
I'm gonna pack my room. Yes i should. Start a fire to burn my books? Yes? No?
No. My mom would kill me plus what if I end up burning my house down.
/gasp TOUCH WOOD OMG.

I can't wait for Christmas! When i get to spend time with the ones I loveeee. :D
A new year ahead as well, a brand new year ahead. Moving on & putting this crappy year behind.
I mean although all the shit has happened, I guess it helped me to realise who my real friends were. & i really thank those people who helped me through the stupid conflict i had with yknwho.
People who stuck with me through the whole situation, and gave me reassurance that it's not worth crying over. Ew, I want nothing to do with it anymore.

22nov09 ♥

2009-11-22T04:48:00.000-08:00

Bbq was quite fun, there were moments of awkward silences
and ahem, APEC (HAHAHA). Inside joke. :D
Tony was telling us ghost stories ):
I swear I took damn long to sleep last night..

ANYWAY, CM games thingy was fun today :D I love the little kids la, there was this one kid, named Daniel, super funny.
Cause we were playing basketball. Improvised version of course, no bouncing, no dribbling
Just.. running with the ball, THEY'RE P1 AND P2s!!
So anyway, our hoops were human hoops. HAHA, so Daniel scored!
He was damn happy then i think he wanted to run his victory run or something, so he turned around right, THEN HE TRIPPED ON SOME OTHER KID WHO WAS LYING ON THE FLOOR
In the end everyone just tripped over each other and there was like this human puddle on the floor. HAHAHA SUPER CUTE. I love kids la! :D

Heeeeee, continueing my super lovely and exciting Sunday! (: I met with H and J :DDDDD
Ate Subway and then went to watch The Christmas Carol. IT SUCKS.
DON'T WATCH IT, SERIOUSLY.
I mean it was quite thrilling at some parts, there were a lot of kids, but somehow only h and i screamed. HAHAH IT WAS QUITE SCARY OKAY!
& throughout the movie h and i were like WHAT IS GOING ON?! And before we knew it, the movie ended. PATHETIC.
BTW, my bro and mum went to watch 2012 at 3.10pm and came out later than us.
Our movie started at 4. That's how pathetic it was.

K my mum's getting pissy about using the com, so it's time to read a book, and like think of what to wear for prom!

BYE.

/because without you I'll be miserable at best

2009-11-20T19:01:00.000-08:00

Post o's SUCK
Other than the fact that we get to spend time with our friends whom we'll probably see less of next year (insert sad face here), all we do is rot like some old vegie..
And therefore, i've decided to continue blogging. Yes.
OH, and I've decided to change back to my old url, sc.bs. Cause most people rmb that easier,
and yes, I'm gna insert my tagboard again.

So basically, what I've done so far for the holidays are
Bbq at Anisha's
Yeah, it was fun considering it was the last time we'd all gather as a class. Collecting O's results is not counted! Caz we'll all be like sad and nervous.

Sleepover with couz
Fun with a tinge of tragedy. Oh yeah! Bought a dress too, not sure if it's too simple for prom though. Initially not for prom but since I haven't gotten round to getting a prom dress, I guess I'll just have to use that dress :/ Shiz, I need shoes too. High heels/flats?

Rot at Charity's house
We were supposed to be exercising, but it started raining. So we decided to catch up instead
I miss the phone calls we had when we were in sec1/2. HAHAHA.
Your stupid rap songs, which I sent to Andy btw, in case you didn't know that :D
Then she had to go for Mparty, which I missed out on.
Dayum! Could've joined the competition Thad was in ): HAHAHAHA
And I missed M.A's 'jump to the rythm and move to the beat' HEHE

Sleepover with Heather and Anisha: The Texting Party
UP TOP! WE MADE PROGRESS *WINK. Had so much fun!
And OMG YOU GUYS, THERE WASN'T 1 PERSON. THERE WERE 8. EIGHT!
AMG, we embarrassed ourselves man! Stupid A! Lied to us about some guy called Tim..
Wtheck!
Went for supper at 3am, reached home at 4am. & slept at 5am

12noon,
Hanya's birthday surprise!
Which *AHEM someone spoilt! It was fun nonetheless, we thought we were gna be late,
but we were like the second to arrive? After spending like 30 mins in Hanya's house reliving Thad's and Marcus' clubbing memories, we went to ps to eat at Manhattan Fish Market :D
Haha the waitress was so nice man. Bought a cake, sang some songs, made new friends.
Then headed home. Ahhh, home sweet home.

And I've been stoning ever since

Let's see what I have in store for the rest of the holidays
(although I've already missed like 2 events.. & am gonna miss another one at some super huge house because my mum says I've been going out too much *rolls eyes )

There's a bbq tonight at Jill's with my churchmates :D & like some Children's Ministry Games Day thingum on Sunday.
(SIDE NOTE: ISN'T IT PISSING WHEN YOU'RE WAITING SO EAGERLY FOR SOMEONE'S MESSAGE AND WHEN YOUR PHONE VIBRATES, & YOU GET SUPER EXCITED, YOU REALISE THAT IT'S FROM SINGTEL/STARHUB?!)

Anyway, prom's next Tues, dental on weds (how exciting..) & dance bbq on weds too
OMG that one I'm excited for! :D Hahaha, latitaaa
Youth camp coming up soon too.

On to Gossip Girl now, see you around.
Catch me, if you can (yeah you probably can, cus I haven't been exercising..)

/we can lay here forever under the stars, in your arms
forget about the world spinning on its axis, we exist
Grrr! P6 camp end nao! )):

Cus I've recovered from the pain, & I hope he has too. :/

2009-11-11T21:41:00.001-08:00

Nais. Tmr's the last day of O's!
Persevere guyssssssssssss.

I love you guys lots.

(I doubt anyone would read this, since the last time i posted was like 124234 years ago)
HAHAH I feel stupid talking to myself!
ANYWAY. See you

2009-09-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to say anymore

2009-07-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

What's there to look forward to anymore?
I really should have listened to my mama, when she told me to stay away from people like you.
Now it's just shadows and regrets.

39.4 degrees and heating up
I think I've caught it

2009-07-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

I wish I had pixie dust, so I could fly away and never come back.
Ever

cus it cuts so, so deep.

2009-06-25T22:26:00.001-07:00

Why do I even try?